Entry: today's entry. 2.24.2005



"hey! best of luck on getting your results on Monday!", "Hello! All the best for your results on Monday!"

Think again. Is your results all about luck? If it is, where is the phrase 'good luck in getting GOOD results on Monday!" If results were all dependent on luck, do we even need to study THAT hard, since luck has also a part to play? Perhaps there is a little, luck that you have a lenient marker.

But at the end of the day, if the results were all moderated down, how much can luck help? Somehow ii feel that people who recite those phrases are somewhat sarcastic. Maybe i am just over-sensitive but at times, don't you feel the tinge of sarcasm added?

To cut the cock and bull story short, what i meant was luck's abit of a bullshit.

Please don't get the wrong impression, i'm not being over-confident or whatsoever. In fact, i'm more than nervous and apprehensive about the releasing of results. I just feel that sometimes it's quite of a turn off when people start sending you messages that just says, "good luck! good luck for results! ....yada yada" Come on, there can be something even more encouraging than just these phrases right?  

-shrugs-

Okay, i shall stop being so vehement. You know something? I'm quite worried about my results... =/ Who isn't right?

But thank God there is God and His word! So i can just cling on to him and that i'd constantly have to remind myself that i'm made in the image of God! So if i do undermine myself, i'd be undermining God! Therefore, i can't undermine myself and i have to put my trust in Him! 

Now, i feel comforted with that fact, but still judgement day will have to come, and it will be on Monday! I just hope i'd be able to get into ACJC! (I know i've repeated it a million times, still.)

I will not continue with this topic or else, gradually i'll deviate and be pulled into my insecurity and melancholy.

New subject! I shall just briefly share about my day, today. As usual, i went to school and then after school, me, christian, annah, e.t, rowena and three others went to watch white noise. I wouldn't say that the show was really very scary, it was moderate. There were very few shocking parts and what makes it so shocking was mostly because of the loud and sudden sound effects. There were very few frightening images.

Being our lame and crazy self, christian and i were trying to add more 'spice' to the movie by screaming when there is a shocking scene. We anticipated, but without any avail, there weren't any distinct shocking scenes.

The most amusing thing is that we anticipated throughout the movie, or we were just too slow in reaction and decided to wait for the next scene.

Now i'm watching the channel 8 show! Because there is Rui En inside! She's so pretty and cute! Actually, the show's also very funny!

I've decided to end the entry here. So, everybody take care and achieve FLYING COLOURS for your results friends!

p.s you're nice and very pretty! ;)

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